LOVELY ROAD

The lonely road at the end of the town
missing the forgotten lover,
always a hope and a question in his mind
"Will they come back to meet me ever?"

The road gently asked  the surrounding trees
"Have you seen those stupid loving fellows? ,
who use to walk upon me again again
and regard me as the road of love in the meadow.

The trees nod up its branch and looked at the road
  said" Sorry sire, they will never come here again,
They seek out an another road very far away
   which can't be reached neither by wings nor by train..

The road wept to his loudest
   but there was nobody to hear his weeping,
The trees console him saying, sire, you have the memories of those stupids
which will always make you happy when you are sleeping.

The faucet of tears started flowing from the road
  invoked, "God please ask them to return"
The God clasp the road and said,
Son, never cry for the past, move on, you have many more things in life earn.

The road inexorably comprehended and
      prayed God to recurrence them someday,
The God smiled and ruminated
    the craziest thing discovered is Love to immolate someone everyday.

Some More

"Though we have everything to lead a good life, we still ask for some more, some more and some more."

A Prayer To God

How it feels when you have to sleep a night without eating anything, because you had no money to buy food,I had gone through a day, when we had nothing to eat.
                                                     Praying GOD no one sleep a single night empty stomach and promised myself to help a far as possible the need one. 

WILL YOU ?

I wish sometime someday you see this blog and find some words which were written for you, in fact most of the lines were for you, you know that. The relation between you and me has been always a dark secret, you always feared to expose in front of the world. I was not afraid but i kept your words not to do so. But a question, was our relation actually a dark secret? Believe me its only a matter of time, the secret will be no more secret further, the world will know about it, then i would like to see your reaction, will you still constraint me?

Your Happiness

There will be always a confusion in my mind, whether you promised me the truth or it was just a fake piece of cake. Some question still arise in mind and wanted to ask you whenever i remember you, but i couldn't, i step back from asking  those questions to you. All i wanted was your happiness, and you are now at its summit. Contrary to your happiness i am building my heart  in to a giant storm. Sometime i wish to throw it out this storm on you, but its again your happiness that oppose me from doing so. 
                                          I again sometimes thinks of asking you, how you feel now, you have everything in your life you wanted, but again i step back from asking, because the answer is itself in the question. You definitely feel good now so you are not with me.
                                          I wish if you some day ask me "Do you still love me" ? But that's not possible, you will never ask, because you still know that "I love you"

                                                                 The Inner Gujarat Diary (20/03/15)

I was on my night shift duty yesterday when i asked one of my contract worker named Lala how far is your home from here, here replied that it is 50 km away from here," would you like to come to my village ?. I was reluctant  at a time but after thinking a while i asked  what are the things i can get to see in your village? He said that you will get to see very thing which you do not get to see in the city, we have river, wheat farm, tobacco farm and more over you will get the fresh morning TADI ( a fresh liquid product extracted directly from the top of the tree). It is hard to find such oasis when you stay in city and when the boy said me such thing i couldn't wait more, i just agreed to him saying that "i would come to  village". Lala didn't believed that i am willing to come to his village and asked me more than three time that will you really come to my village in the morning/ I smiled at him and eagerly said that yes i will come.
                                      Next morning it was 6 am,i called one of my colleague who would be coming in the morning shift to bring my Dslr and the Tripod as the place would be exciting and i would be getting enough subject for my photography. He guaranteed me that he would bring it to me.
My shifted ended at 7 am,  i handover the shift data to my relieving colleague and got ready for the exploration. Now the bigger challenge is how to go, Lala and his co-worker use to come in Dumper as there were no convenient transportation to his village moreover it cause as cheap as only Rs/10 for a distance of 50 km. So the only possible way is to borrow someones bike. It was Bharat an another contract worker in my company to whom i asked for the bike, he without any reluctance provided me his bike to me but requested me to return it before 3 pm evening as his shift ends then. I promised him so and took the key of the bike from him...(to be contd..)

      

Life

Yes, it is 26 years plus still struggling to find the meaning of life, if it is money, your success or dream, but i never gave up to find the answer. When i was teenaged i always thought love is everything, you eat love wear love you think love, but does it really so? its hard to find the answer. Five years of love relation and then betrayal, the pain is unbearable the scars are unhealed but still life has to go on even making your heart hard enough to feel the pain more or love more again.